Something calls me....

I tried moving alone, I tried being alone, and I tried being strong....
but sooner I realized I cant...
the moment I take a step..something beckons me...
the moment I feel sad...there is something that makes me smile...
and when a tear trickles down, there runs a smile...

Life has been a coalesce of the most beautiful moments and blues...
but struggling I can feel someone near...
today moving ahead..and  you being away..
I can feel that whiff..I can feel that presence...

the lanes remind me of the funk...
the food talks about all the things we ate together....
the books tell me a story..of you and me together..
you being away..seem so near...

I wish the best for you...
and seeing you happy...my heart rejoices...
but still I miss something...having the best...I still feel incomplete...
I feel tired being so pragmatic..

but all I can do is nothing...
I wonder I could fly high..to reach heaven...
to talk with god...to rehash the destiny...
just to make you all mine...

there is something which still glints bright..
something that is always with me...
something that calls me...

I wonder what is it..they are MEMORIES.... living within me...

I MISS YOU....

Love.

easel of my life...

the cold air surrounds me...hitting me hard inside...
I miss him... my life has veered towards a new destination..

I cannot stop moving, but I cannot even stop missing you...
the people would change, the winds would be new..but my eyes would always search for you...

I know you cannot come with me...but my arms still wait to clasp you...
I smile, but it fades soon...

sometimes I sit on the shore of our memories...thinking if you could come back...i could make you all mine...but all i have are some moments captured by my eyes..they flash before me often..they sometimes bring a smile and sometimes they bring tears....

My soul sings each moment to make you feel how much I love you... the dreams still gleam on the waves...i watch them coming near and going away...i wish i could sail and bring you back...

i wish the days could come back...and I could paint a new picture of you and me..with the most beautiful shades..but all i don't have is YOU....!!

Love.